Exhaling

First of all…I have some awesome blog buddies. And I don’t type that term lightly. Some of them, I have the good fortune to have actually met. You all rock my world, so much, thank you.

Second of all…a lot of this week has entailed long talks on the couch with Howard, me curled up with my head in his lap, him stroking my hair, sometimes me crying, sometimes the whole talking thing escalating into an argument, sometimes escalating into…well, I’m a lady (at least on this here blog). But…we have made some definite decisions about our future and you know what? So far, there has been a lot less crying, and I’m still getting my hair stroked! I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I go to work with renewed motivation, I smile more, laugh much harder and take a lot less things to heart.

I’m absolutely giddy, ya’ll. You have no idea. Absolution is a beautiful thing.

4 Responses

  1. An Extraordinary woman in a mediocre life Says:

    Thank you so much for the comliment, I am grinning from ear to ear now :D . btw, you’re pretty awesome yourself :D
    I hope everything stays good for you :)
    xxxxxxxx

  2. Amy Says:

    You know…I had a moment like that in 1998…when I suddenly a decision I made…although it was a tough and even a little bit scary decision to make…made me feel sooo much better…it was wonderful…and I am very glad I made it. At least on most days :D

  3. Amy...again Says:

    Whoops…I forgot to thank you too - those words made my day too - whoo hooo. :D

  4. Tess Says:

    And we love you, too! *hug*

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